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whats in a name? too much.never enuf.
just starting this journal=too shaky for cool quotes,etc.
...coming out of the closet..err..bathroom..LOL.
what is our funny lil catch phrase for this moment?

anyway.the basics:
goth/industrial romperstomper city chick.
I alternate betw clubtrash/nerd, depending on ana/mia
...which depends on____?(unknown)

stats: in serious flux right now so,uh...later on that.

goals: peace of mind.
wt loss. then to maintain as 100% raw vegan.
(luv animals,allergic to everything,killer high,my mia goes away)

stuff:
when I was little I'd hold my breath in a rage until passing out.
alot of us did I bet. how much cleaner & fun was that?heh. xtremes.
and these daze?usual list...barfing,fasting,cutting,drinking,smoking,etc.
sometimes they gang-up on me,sometimes I kick their ass.
mortal combat of sorts.

"I'm not okay (I promise)" ~ My Chemical Romance

this journal will contain the good,bad,ugly.
and will remind me that I'm not alone. maybe you too.
thanx to those who find the words-your LJ's & groups rock at 3am eternal.
may u find here a giggle,moment to relate to,something in return.

disclaimer:
There is pain I'd only want my enemies to enjoy.
not into making friends worse w/lists of tricks..but I'm not going to
censor myself either..this is a place to share what we learn/live.
at our own risk.

As for use of the terms 'ana,mia'..I recognize this is sometimes
viewed as offensive. It isn't my intent to minimize this living Hell.
For good or bad, ED slang has become integrated into our language
and enabled many of us to find each other.
LJ is the first place that some, including myself, have ever talked
about this dis-ease...fine-tuning is in order, I agree.
For now, just trying to get the words out at all.